Us
Appa and Amma,
As much
as I want the world to hear me out, I don’t want you to hear this. It has been
seven days since I went away and it took me seven days to truly cry my heart
out.
I was frozen even in the approaching summer days. Even when I wanted to
make myself vulnerable, to let go of everything I was holding up for days, I
could only freeze under the fluffy blankets.
I was
lost , I was knocking at stranger's doors to get back on my way back, I had
people I knew laughing at me, I had this dream where you came here, to take me
home and it was just us again. I woke up from fantasies to weep like a little girl and I kept telling myself, "It is
okay Ann, no one is here ,you can cry all you want and clean up the mess afterwards and be strong
again"
I look
around to see this beautiful place
around me and you are not here with me, May be now it is my turn to take us
home, and that keeps me going. Waiting is such a beautiful phase now, it
gives me strength to wait for the day to run back to your arms and kiss you. I
miss you both.
Yours and
only
Ann
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