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I was lost and cried
in an empty holeAnd I walked and walked
through the empty wallsEvery door intact
Every floor so morbidAnd endless was
that empty hole.I could see no man
I could hear no God.And I walked and walked
through the empty hole.When high up in the sky
I saw a horse flyIt shined so bright
In its every flightLike the brightest ring
for the hazel brideAnd the ring thrown down
to reach its bride.And I was flying
Flying from my empty walls ...

You never die when you die..

Death is where ,even your enemies stay idle and pay you respect.Death is where all your purpose will be revealed.Death is where you long for another life.Death is where you long to start over start fresh ..

Pulse needed

I never had thought
I could ever have broughtA tear for three
A prayer for theeThree person I know not
Their names unknown
Their self not shownOn earth, they are
They are here no moreThe pulse all they needed
Yet the beat never succeededAnd the one who won
Could sing for noneI sing for three
The three unknown
For your loved ones
And all in allThe earth, they left
The three unknown
Their loved ones
And all in allStill it beats
It beats inside
That pulse you missed
Inside you and me
And all in all

Days are forever..!!

"Happy days are over now"
Said the daughter to her father
Perching on the endless stairs
Counting the days one by one
And one day I'll leave
I'll leave you my father
To some stranger's arm
And I'll leave you my father
The withering tree you will be
Weakened by the loss of the child
And I am afraid
I am afraid my father
For I cant loose you
Never ever my father.
"Happy days are forever my love"
Said the father to his daughter
Leading you to the endless stairs
And you shall prosper
And only prosper my love
The day will come
And you will leave me then
Into that stranger's arms
My careful choice for you
And in that stranger's love
You will find me again..

 Through the eyes of  MADAPAT RAHUL NANDAN!

About giving

Giving is precious, giving is divine, but only if you give yourself.

Almost copied..!!

My name is NEETHA ANN MARY( that's the one in my birth certificate too), my dad's name is AUGUSTINE GABRIEL SOJAN, exactly he's got three names but still didn't bother sharing one with me!!!!

I think my parents forgot to name me properly, but when I entered school my mother started tagging a 'S'( as in S for SOJAN :D) with my name.

And that's the name in all the school records too...!! I have a different name in the church, ANN MARY CELINE .How unfortunate can that be, different names for different stages of life????:'(

But if I tag along our family name, I can be the proud owner of rich majestic name, NEETHA ANN MARY CELINE VEVKATT;)
(even then my parents didn't officially name me so..! They simply gave me three feminine names!)

Or may be they are patiently waiting for me to get married so that I can tag along a name I love( more than tagging along the name of the one I love! ;) )

The absence of a masculine name didn't bother me all these 21 y…