The Serious Ayer

I saw a man from the bridge but didnt really see who he was Walking towards me in the strangest way that familiar face that familiar figure took one step back the adamant me that glimpse of darkness that covered his face turned more suspicious I have seen him and I know him too but couldnt even guess who he was He came closer So did I he flashed a smile I smiled too breathing hard I realized he was my Dad!! *sigh* My dad found it too hard to appreciate my work of sarcasm when I first wrote this in my 10th grade, for some odd reason this was even published in the school magazine..but the dead ultimatum - The "you are dead for me" look of daddy:( Even mommy had a good laugh..(she wouldnt if that awful stranger was her!;) ) and with all the due respect and love....I can genuinely say this-" I love You Dad"!!!!!!! The truth behind the death sarcasm            There was this friend of mine, real good in math but...

My life is as precious as these ten little words! PS: ( probably the longest PS ever:D) That's the outcome of a challenge . A challenge where this wickedly wise awesome youngman :D asked an ordinary wannabe me to write an autobiography in just ten words:D

            Not that am under any irrevocable mental trauma ,  nor was I under any, when I wrote this long time back,  but just for the sake of posting or just for the sake of praising that beautiful feeling- Loneliness! Another perspective...                      It is when our friends abandon us that we go in search of 'Loneliness' for aid, we share our silliest thoughts in the deepest solitude, but a time will come when we turn back to our friends and we abandon 'Loneliness'. A beautiful betrayal..... In those hands he lies when his pals were away and shared the thoughts like two unknown strangers cursed his childhood companion and praised you dear ‘Loneliness’ Happier were  you than a bride on her wedding Lifted away by those deceiving words Frail as a feather easily shattered is your mind, when he- turned back to his friends But in y...

I call this the hesitant word...be it the one hesitant to utter it...or the one hesitant to absorb it with a smile..! Even I was taught to use this magical word right from my childhood...but things changed after 4th grade...hell yeah I started hating it (literally HATING it!!!) 4th grade...my first time with the tuition!! ( Goodness knows why my parents sent me there... I was pretty good after all :D ) and there was this girl...3 years elder than me...ahh a real bugger! Still cant remember the reason...why we fought..and that young lady forced me to make a card for her..Me being the good Samaritan( doesn't actually goes with this one....still :D) made this beautiful card..telling her that I was sorry! And this is how it all ended :- Not just that she put the whole blame on me...in front of everyone..but she even passed my card to every single kid...so that even they could have a good laugh! CROWD LAUGHING AT ME!!!!( This one eventually turned out to be my biggest fears- FEAR OF ...

I thought I was growing up...stuck in the midst of 'machine ratings and specifications, IC's and personal complications'...but then I still wasn't learning... And then I learned the most important lesson- TO SMILE FROM INSIDE A quick note of love and gratitude to these little naughty angels :D ! Thanks to li'l Akhil - who taught me it's okay to smile if you got bad teeth!:D Thanks to li'l Alan - who taught me how to stay precious and always protecting that careless smile Thanks to li'l Praveen & Ulaas - who taught me how to fight for the ultimate smile :D Thanks to li'l Sanal - who taught me , the simple theory- Hard work can be the best formula for an ever-long smile Thanks to li'l Rajeev - who taught me, it's okay to feel left out, you can at least have everybody's attention, including my attention ;) and in the end d genuine smile of relief!!!!!! I know am supposed to teach you all, ...

Monday was then still with the blues Yawning with the worst look- came I from my dreams just done. As a drunkard recovering from the kick of Perry. Rude was I as rude should be- to everyone who came by my way, Lost in my abominable dream; so vague and inexact. Then heard that cry for help- refused by some. For the sake of that cry went I to the rescue, When the favor was done stood I with the dignity of a soldier, flashing an arrogant smile. touched by that gratitude left tears in my eyes and the best smile on my face; And gave me the chance to picture the beauty of the remaining day!

I'd been to Jaymata Boys home only thrice, I still don't even know all the kids, but there's something about the place and the kids which keep us glued to it, all I know is they're this wonderful gems, and they'll love you with whole heart. First day of ma shadow class...! Phew I will never forget that, I was so freaking tensed, and yeeahhh turned out to be one of the best days!!! Getting them all into the class, getting to meet the shy ones, and not to forget the restless ones! Truly unforgettable . Introducing Rajeev!! Lil Rajeev is in the 7th grade, probably the first one to introduce himself among the 10 others. He always got this wonderful grin, and was very candid talking about himself, how good a singer he is, and how desperately he wanted to sing in the class:) When we were about to leave the boys home the first day after class, this lil dude came to me and my friend and asked our nos. We made him write it down in a rough paper, and both my fr...