The Serious Ayer

I am the drifter. The fear I seek, The fear seeks the drifter. I change and change, and change no more, till I reach my soul. The soul so idle, like a tranquil mountain. Still it transcends, just to reach the drifter. The drifter can be the underdog, those leftover crumps, I drool over. That somebody ,I can even be, throwing away the leftover. The drifter is the faith, When I falsely fall. The drifter is the seed, for I leave behind another. And yes! There is , There is a drifter in you, The faith,the seed, The underdog, That somebody, I change and change, and change no more, Till I reach my soul. I change, and I live on, I stay, and I wither, Yet leaving a drifter in you!

If loving was to please, then I haven't loved any. If winning was to cease, then I didn't win any. If the waves had paused to please the earth, then it's still not love for me. There it rose like the macaw suns, to impress it's lady earth. And here it died down, a brave suicide, to impress it's lady earth. I still find no love, in the waves or in me. But I find love in the lady earth, who gave it's every gravel, to the stagnant waves so brave, and said,"I will let you love me". Now I have been loved by a father and mother, all these years , with the heart of feather. No greater love than them. And what I gave back, the father the mother, was still not love for me. If loving was to please, then I haven't loved any. I was the pleaser, torn and hurt, but never ever loved, loved by any in the quest. "A lot loved" was just a phrase, loved by meager pleasers. For when the real love comes, you can always say, ...

Seven on the clock, Seventh on the wall, The day was a rhythm for Evan and Jane. Blue jean on both, Like a four legged stream. Set out them both, to suburban south. With Empty pockets, Set out those lovers And all they had two minds so blank. Yet saved their dream, Like an eagle's glare. And set out them both, To suburban south. Mast high and misty, the suburban south Turned hostile  to Evan and Jane. In the nailing cold, The lovers froze. And the four legged stream, couldn't  keep them warm. They walked and walked Those crazy lovers, Their feet turned numb, Like the rueful slug. And then it happened It happened to Jane, Falling down a hill, so was Evan to save his Jane. And Thud ! Jane's head, It hit the dead man' chest. Blood poured down from her delicate head, The four legged stream Was staining red. Cried in vain Her dearly Evan, But their every cry was left unheard. But then it came It came to jane, ...

I was lost and cried in an empty hole And I walked and walked through the empty walls Every door intact Every floor so morbid And endless was that empty hole. I could see no man I could hear no God. And I walked and walked through the empty hole. When high up in the sky I saw a horse fly It shined so bright In its every flight Like the brightest ring for the hazel bride And the ring thrown down to reach its bride. And I was flying Flying from my empty walls ...

Death is where ,even your enemies stay idle and pay you respect. Death is where all your purpose will be revealed. Death is where you long for another life. Death is where you long to start over start fresh ..

I never had thought I could ever have brought A tear for three A prayer for thee Three person I know not Their names unknown Their self not shown On earth, they are They are here no more The pulse all they needed Yet the beat never succeeded And the one who won Could sing for none I sing for three The three unknown For your loved ones And all in all The earth, they left The three unknown Their loved ones And all in all Still it beats It beats inside That pulse you missed Inside you and me And all in all

"Happy days are over now" Said the daughter to her father Perching on the endless stairs Counting the days one by one And one day I'll leave I'll leave you my father To some stranger's arm And I'll leave you my father The withering tree you will be Weakened by the loss of the child And I am afraid I am afraid my father For I cant loose you Never ever my father. "Happy days are forever my love" Said the father to his daughter Leading you to the endless stairs And you shall prosper And only prosper my love The day will come And you will leave me then Into that stranger's arms My careful choice for you And in that stranger's love You will find me again.. Photography  Through the eyes of  MADAPAT RAHUL NANDAN!